just got back from my neighbour's son's wedding. tell u wad happened.

+ i was late

+ i sat AT THE WRONG TABLE

+ i didn't really know anyone there.

+ WHAT AM I DOING AT THIS WEDDING??

+ was soooo bored.

+ food was given in mini portions.

I am writing this blog on the day of my last O level paper. -->chemistry<--  haha.... i hope i can pass and get great resultz... but hey, its hope and not for real. ok, whatever. I'M GOING CRAZY!! My mind is bubbling right now... chemistry and stuff keeps churning in and out of my brain... i'm seeing pictures of chemicals float across my vision. and the funny thing is... I FEEL NO WORRY, NO ANXIETY, NO SENSE OF URGANCY. well technically if i feet a sense of urgancy it means i need to go to the toilet, BUT the no worry and no anxiety part means that i basically DON'T GIVE A DAMN. which is BAD. *freaks out* okay now i feel better. and hungrier. now, where's that breakfast again...? oh ya, in my alimentary canal. *sigh*

Smile Always
XOXOXO~*~blublueskye~*~OXOXOX

Okay people.... Due to unforseen circumstances, (AND my lousy memory) this blog had not been updated for some time. To fill u in, I have compiled the events of my miserable life into bullet points for your insipid minds to digest.

haha heyhey.... long time nv write blog.

ok people, today i went to vjc (Victoria Junior College) and its B I G. so many things!! I went there and saw:
*TAEKWONDO
   tried a couple of kicks. i'm a brown belt already and they wanted me in. VERY rusty. gotta train! haha! so u ppl watch out!
*DRAMA
   the people were nice! have a camp and i was invited to join. can't wait!! aren't i dramatic? hey maybe i'll be the lead! bleh.. riight!
*GUITAR CLUB
   a MUST join! i'm currently goin crazy over tryin to learn guitar. this is perfect! can learn for free plus i'm interested! and the ppl are totally nice!
*CHOIR
   those bitches. ok sorry.. anyway stay away from the choir. bad attitudes.. not say mine very good.. BUT... bleh
*CHINESE ORCHESTRA
   those ppl thought i was a MALAY. and one person asked the friend in chinese : " why a malay want to join chinese orchestra?" so i played dumb and pretended not to understand chinese. hahaha! i even asked the guy,:"so does the instructor speak in english or chinese? if in chinese i don't think i will understand!" hahahaa! 
*SYMPHONIC BAND
   this one.... my gosh. i went the sign up table.. got a person ask me join the performance thingy la. den when hav to write down contact.. another guy come.. den ask me.. which skool... and smile very very B  I   G. den he WrIgGl3 his eyebrows... nearly laughed in his face. note to self-band guys in vjc have VERY BAD flirting skills. hahah!
*SWIMMING
   i have no idea how to swim and nearly drowned when i tried.. haha... good luck teaching me lor! but then.... the guy(s?) from swim team is shuai! hahaha... when leave vjc the time that shuai ge wave byebye to me... den i shout byebye!! and the whole group of guys shout byebye back at me.. haha! and they were singing their school sing halfway.. tsktsk.. not loyal to skool...lol... i mean who is?? only a few right?


anyway i had a sorta fun time there... went home and just slacked.. chatted on msn and stuff.. and! my friend taught me how 2 link ppl to my site! yay! so now i can link all my friends! *winks* so keep in touch u all. hope u thought my day was interesting cos it looks boring to me. haha.

*peace to da world*

XOXOXO~*~blublueskye~*~OXOXOX

haiz.. so busy.. actually not la.. haha! hvent blogged in a long time right. i have no idea what to write now.. oh yeah.. i think i pms a few days ago.. sat down in  a chair and crycrycry like stupid waterfall.. den ate a whole jumbo bar of chocolate while crying.. oso dunno why i did it.. life was so meaningless, u know? the chocolate bar was like the family-size bar.. after i shoved it all down my gullet i was a lil surprised i could eat so much chocolate! den i went online after a shower and a long sleep.. chat with a few friendz.. thanks you guys for cheerin me up! and then i talked crap for abt 2 hrs or so and read some gal's blog, which was like super good! u shld see it at www.xiaxue.blogspot.com this woman is a breath of fresh air. hahaha.. so now i really.. i think no mood 2 write.. anyway tomorrow i'm going swimming with my friend-->yuanling<-- and i haven't swum in like, 5 years or something, so i hope i don't drown... and i watched 'Blue Crush' on tv just now.. about some surfing chick.. kinda cool! i think i want to learn to surf too.. looks easy.. =x.. but singapore has no waves, so i'm kidding myself.. stupid seaweed will just drown me before i get off shore.
*HANGING TEN*
XOXOXO~*~blublueskye~*~OXOXOX

FINALLY... my study group has more than one person other than me attending... hehe.. today kaili and leesan came my house to study... but kaili left early cos her mom wanted her home.. so strict. den leesan went eastpoint mall with me and we ate lunch.. den she went grocery shopping with me.. haha! didn't know grocery shopping so fun until now.. after we bought groceries we went to This Fashion. and we tried on some clothes... it actually has some nice clothes at rock-bottom prices! wonder how they make a profit... haha! i bought this nice top at $6 only.. it went great with a skirt but i no money to get that.. (!.!) so never mind.. next time i'll get it. heehee! aiyo now i read through it sounds boring... anyway after that leesan help me carry all the stuff back to my house.. then i shun bian song ta dao che zhan. on the way i saw the playground.. so we sit on the swing and play in the sand then she go home.. haha! so long time never sit swing.. my butt abit cramp! and summore Physical Fitness Test.. i do sit ups till stomach muscles pain..haiz..
Smile Always
XOXOXO~*~blublueskye~*~OXOXOX

oh my freaking god! this is bad... waaay bad... my maths... fail!!! noooo! i was very wise to start a study group.. man.. the whole sec 4 and 5 level needs a studying session.. we all suck! badbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbad!
i hate my life! good thing is that my english is good.. but the problem is i hav no mood and no heart to study.. i feel all dead inside, and to go to school every day is like, well... i dunno how to describe it but the day drags on and on and on.. den finally its over but i dun feel like going home cos the atmosphere at home is really choking me. my mum goes on the whole day about me. "studystudystudy!!" she tells me. then she starts to compare me to successful people, basically calling me stupid and ignorant, and constantly shoves in my face how well off we are compared to others. so what? i'm not happy. i don't care for riches... i only wish that her mouth will stop saying hateful things and spouting stupid questions. i wish she will encourage me and just let me get out of the house once a week or something.. i'm suffocating in there.. seriously... i want a childhood. haiz..

aiyo! i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead!!!!! why??? i oso dunno... haha! just feel like saying it... i know i know.. LAMER-->me<--LAMER ... tomorrow hav biology prelim test.. sigh* and this morning i had E maths prelim.. paper one i skipped a few ques.. den paper two i fell asleep halfway trying to figure out a question.. haha amazing right?! i dunno how to do.. den i sleep and wake up and can solve it! i really think my brain sot sot onez... but i didn't manage to finish paper two.. i doing the last question halfway then 'Time's up! Put down your pen!' bleh... then after the test i gota wait for abt 4 hours to have my english O level oral exam.. a couple of us stayed in our classroom then joke and laugh and play and slack all da way.. haha go out in style right?! in the end i think i didn't do as well as i'd hoped.. haiz.. but the examiners were nice people.. got one smile alot.. i like tt one.. the other one kinda got poker face but she smile a lil bit so i guess it's not that bad.. haha den after tt i went home the time my 'brother' (mr. ANG Hans) took the same bus as me.. den we talk talk on da bus till he got off.. he say he crap all da way.. bluff one la!! i know his charming smile and cutecute face probably had both those examiners swooning... seriously he quite charming! haha! see? all ANG people are adorable.. (^o^)& especially me! <-- bhb.... den after he got off da bus i went up.. then ian upstairs.. i nv see him.. nv say hi.. den he say me dao... lolz.. i guess i a little bit blind la.. no specs.. and my hearing have abit of problem.. haiz.. i admit i'm gettin old.. (!.!) den when going home one weird malay guy keep staring at me.. damn freaky.. i hurry up walkwalkwalk and to avoid him.. i know for sure my other 'brother', if he's there he will say 'kan se me kan? mei kan guo jun nan/mei nu @h?' meaning.."see what see? never see handsome guy/pretty gal before ah?" right, brother? hahaha.. ok i think i tok enuff abt my day liao.. cya peepz!
Smile Always
XOXOXO~*~blublueskye~*~OXOXOX 

haiz.........on friday my dad bought a 6100.. put my simcard inside.. i was so happy... then on saturday i went out with my friends (from a cappella) to eat indain food.. the food's great btw.. it was a vegetarian restaurant.. and guess what! u eat as u like.. and pay as u like! serious! total 5 ppl eat.. i paid $5 only.. total bill was $36.. they all so generous.. lolz..
anyway i got home at abt 1030... mama was hoppin mad.. i forgot to call her!! so she confiscated the phone.. and i'm not allowed to hav a phone till i get an A1 or wadeva.. sigh'
so now i'm half-phoneless... hahahaha!! and my mum told me... if i get into temasek jc.. she will give me $1000 and $100 for every subject that i get A1 for, and give me a car.. the one that we have now la.. mercedes benz e200 kompressor.. then she get a new car for herself.. sigh... as if i can get in.. but great motivation eh? i will definately try my best... see all those prizes how not to?!

today got back chinese o level results.... actually in da morning hav physics prelim exam.. i was damn sleepy..paper one i finished doing in 15 mins! haha.. den i went to sleep.. den tt mrs palala pull my ponytail to wake me up.. wah lao! haha.. den after paper two the principal talk to all the sec 4 for an hour... den the principal tell all the sec 4 i improve by two grades.. so paiseh.. but happy too la.. haha i got a B3! keke..jia you to me!
Smile Always